worst experience

graduation day has arrived. when adventuring to find a university. I follow SNMPTN. at that time I was very excited. I will study hard without taking a course. only with books from my brother who passed the test. I was accompanied by my father to the exam site. after the exam I was optimistic about going to the university I chose. when the announcement arrived I immediately opened the website. and the results I will not pass and it makes me very sad. then I took the exam again namely SBMPTN. the way to learn is the same only with books from my brother. when I was accompanied by my father again. at that time my father supported me greatly. I am very proud of my father. and when the test starts, I have to do it carefully. then, when the announcement arrived, that day my family and I hoped to escape. but, another disappointment that I felt, my family still gave support to me. at that time my teacher advised me to take the independent examination. I took the exam, my family was very supportive. I have to study as much as possible. at that time I was very confident, but the self-examination opportunity for entry was small, but I was optimistic. at that time I followed the path of independent examinations twice, at that time the first was finished confinement, then the second at the time of my examination, I was accompanied by my father, at that time it was raining and we were rained with rain I was very sad to see my father, but he remained enthusiastic. when we finished the exam I was about to go home, and my father also told me that he had slipped and I heard him cry right away, I said "I'm sorry, Dad, if I disappoint too much". my father smiled. then when we go home and when the announcement day arrives, that again and again I do not escape. Then, at that time my father decided to get me on a private campus and now it's the fifth semester, and I have to really really study.